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[01 Jul 2007|03:23pm] |
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life is good. I'm single. I'm watching the pink panther with my mom and it's storming outside. I took two classes this summer Begining Spanish 1 and Art History Survey 1 and I got A's in both of them! I'm a History Major now Minoring in Art History and I plan to study abroad in the Spring. I went to my friend Natalie's house this past week with my friend Mary in Orlando it was fun. I'm going to California on thursday morning for cortramid. I'm not really looking forward to that but I'll just suck it up and do it. No one reads livejournals anymore with facebook, myspace, and whatever else is out there. I'm really excited to just get out and I don't know be single again. date again. find someone new or find something new is someone that has been around. and it's funny how somebody could be right under your nose for the longest time. I wonder. well this is a weird entry because I haven't been paying attention. I'll put a good story on here when I get back from cortramid it shall be hilarious. and probably about how ridiculous I am when I'm around military people.
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[16 Dec 2006|09:41pm] |
so it all started when I went outside of natalie's apartment today to leave for jacksonville. I had all of my beautiful things pack and ready to go. Until I see a blank parking lot, I say, where is my car? it wasn't there. so I freak out. and we go up to the office to see where my car is, natalie was suppost to be leaving for work but do to the circumstances was going to be late. so we find out my car was towed for RIDICULOUS reasons so we call the tow man to try and get my car back. the place was closed because it's saturday and they close at 12 and it was about 315 when we called but he said to call back in an hour to schedule an appointment to meet up with him. so we scrabble to find $110 in CASH MONEY. lame. luckily natalie's mother was very nice today. and so we pick up the money from publix, western union. then we eat some delicious chilli dogs while waiting for him to call us back which he said would be around 5 or 6. and we are about to eat and natalie gets a phone call from RICK. so I start eating fast so I can finish so we can meet up with him, in doing so I bit the shit out of my tongue and it hurts really bad. anywho. so we are driving to meet up with him and it's really dark and late. we find this run down dinky sketchy ass hole in the ground tow company and park. This place is a pile of shit. like creepy little shack surrounded by cars they he towed away apparently, how does the man sleep at night that so mean! and it's sealed by a chain fence with barbed wire on the top. and to top it off there were GUARD DOGS like crazy mad dogs. there was a sign that say BAD DOG. so we started to make up a couple of stories so he they are ... so we have to pick up our car and we head down this long dusty dirt road to this off the map shack to pick up our car that was recently towed. We aren't alone this other car is there too waiting to pick up there car that got towed away. So there we were the two of us HOT BABES in the car and then this really attractive foreign guys who didn't speak any english in the other. now the grass covering up the majority of the building blocked the view at first so we didn't realize that there was a bunch of cars run down in this lot and there was no security except for a several dogs tied up with this horrible rope. Inside the house this family was watching us this big woman who looked up from the TV and brushed a little food off her stomach to watch us, the next victims. There was a little girl on the ground hungry and playing with a kitten that seemed to have died a couple of weeks ago. Then the help came out to tend to us. He walked with a limp and had a bit of a hunchback. we got out of the car thinking it would be safe but there was a bunch of faint mumbling all around us. like voices but we weren't sure what they were saying, then we started to notice the man coming to help us wasn't all there like his face was concave in. Then we noticed a bunch of movement surrounding us. we were trapped. This huge group of deformed people were coming for us. so we ran in the car. but the wheel was locked up and the power locks and power windows weren't working. they just kept getting closer and closer and the attractive foreign guy just stayed in there car. finally we got the car to start but not before one of them jumped on the back and punched out the window glass shattering everywhere. we tried running over them but since natalie only has a little civic we weren't doing well then the axil broke from trying to kill one of them. so we had to make a quick move to the car with the attractive foreign boys which was away from the people but a little far away. Then we heard the chains rattling on the ground as they released these dogs that didn't seem to have eaten in a while. we finally got into there car and the dogs were scratching up the place. we told them they needed to go but they didn't understand then we pointed at all the choas and the drove out of there. we got away by the skin of our teeth loosing only two cars. but we gained two loves who were rich and beautiful and we all got married and lived happily ever after.
so we hear from this guy that we have to go meet up with him if we want our car back from the towing place. we go and it's really shady. what we don't see is that the people inside have cameras watching us and they call and tell someone that we are here. they then find a buyer on the black market who would like to purchase to fine girls. when they do they tell them the location and they say that they would be able to get the girls to them for an extra price, the men take it. so the man that called us comes out and tells us to come inside to pay and sign the paper work. we do so but the door closes behind us with out us noticing. and there is a woman in there and she wants us to come in and make ourselves comfortable, which is the most opposite from what we felt. She tried to get us to eat the food that she made but we rejected as politily as we could, but we noticed that that was getting her angry. so natalie caved and ate one of her mystery cakes, she was really hungry and I already ate a hot dog. then I signed the paper work and said so when can I pick up my car. and they let me know that was not going to happen. then we both turned toward the door but it was locked. then we told that that we were going to call the police but natalie started to feel a little weak and needed to sit down. so I helped her then all of a sudden a bag went over my face and I smelt this unusual smell but I don't remember much of what happened next. then I woke up naked on a cold table. I didn't know where natalie was and this man came in with a chain saw, I got up but one of my feet was attached to the table so I fell. he dropped the chain saw and picked up a hammer and tried swinging at me. I was so scared but I grabbed it from him and started swinging back, then he picked up his chain saw again but it knocked a pitch fork down which seemed to work to my advantage because I used the hammer to break his knee cap and he fell on the pitch fork and it pierced his abdomen and then the chain saw fell and severed his head. then I picked up the blooded chain saw and got the chain connecting my leg to the table then I stole his clothes and started to look for natalie. but there was no luck. she must have been taken somewhere else. I knew that if I stopped looking she could be killed but I knew that if I continued I could be. so I went in this room and then I found her she was sleeping so I woke her up and we got out of there she didn't know what was going on because the food she ate knocked her out but she was still a little dizzy from it. then the couple we found at the tow place came throuhg the doors so we had to act fast. we quick ran outside and hid behind a car. then we found that the car was open and that the keys were in the ignition. so we started to go. We had no idea where we were and had no money but knew we just had to keep going. then natalie fell asleep and I continued to drive until we ran low on gas. so I pulled into a gas station and filled up and got back into my car started the engine and left, because we had no money. then we went to a place where we could find a phone and we went looking for quarters and we asked these girls but they were being ugly bitches then we asked these two beautiful guys and they let us use there cell phone and they were really rich and flew us back to our homes and we each fell in love and got married and lived happily ever after.
I think that is all that we made up but natalie went to work and I had to work from memory and fill in the gaps and yes I know its just like a couple of movies you've already seen we are so unoriginal NOT! <3
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| instead of doing my cal 2 quiz |
[04 Dec 2006|12:45pm] |
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at this moment I'm forcing myself to make a choice that will heavily effect the rest of my life. but isn't every choice we make going to effect the out come of our lives. I should be studying for tests and doing homework and quizzes but I just can't focus I just feel like being away from life just for a little bit so I can reflect and see what I want to do and what makes me happy. that's what I did this summer I had everything figured out, but then I met someone and joined something and they just fucked everything up. I'm such a control freak I want to be in the driver's seat all the time but sometimes you just have to let life happen and enjoy it. any one want to help me with sequences and series? and I want to lose like a couple of pounds this break I was going to run this morning but for some reason I've been so exhausted like I feel like I've been on a sedative and I can't snap out. but I'll pull myself together I always do. my mom raised me right. please no one read this it's just good for me to reflect on life. but seriously I'm only 19 and I just a teenager who wants to have fun but I make myself buckle down and be an adult sometimes and make decisions I don't know sometimes I just want some help. I do miss the conversation the intelligent conversation hahah. i want to go out on a date and be spoiled and I miss the cuddling and other stuff haha. but yeah later
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[15 Oct 2006|03:41pm] |
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I died my hair. or natalie did on friday night after we saw the yeah yeah yeahs and it looks a little lighter. I think I'm going to go even lighter as the weeks roll past. I can't wait until my scholarship goes through. I really wish I had the normal life of a college student. I want an apartment I want to cook my meals I want to sleep in. most of all I want a social life, I've tried to have one with a fellow member but it went to the shitter, I just want a friend I'm so needy. and I'm not saying that I don't have any friends they just aren't here I just want someone here to go to movies with me. to take road trips to places. etc. to study with to go out to new restuarants with I wish I could just have something so I don't feel so lonely here. blah blah blha. I mostly want my scholarship to go through so I can pay for my car bull shit and erg I just want to go to sleep but I have so much to do and so little time. and I can't afford to go to orlando everyweekend or like North carolina or I would. man I'm tired. the sad thing is I also kind of want a boyfriend. but there is no one I wish I could say more but I'm to fatigued
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| life |
[09 Sep 2006|04:45pm] |
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I don't know how long I'm going to be able to keep this up. I mean everything is changing and I have to just keep on working harder and harder than I ever have and i've already lost like all of my friends because I've always been so busy so I just feel like I'm going to lose even more. I love life and I love taking advantage of it. but I feel like it's going by faster than I can appreciate it. I just want to slow down and think, not be bombarded with the oppression of all this homework and other things to do I just wish I could have some one to help me out and show me how to do everything, but this is life and I've always had to figure things out by myself. I just hate looking around and seeing people having fun while I'm working my ass off to be able to have a better job in the future. so i can what, make a lot of money and get a pretty home? I don't want my life to consist of that I want college to be fullfilling I don't want to just go throuhg college and just pass the tests and make the grade I want to learn I want to learn about life about the universe about things that most people can't even fathom. and then sometimes I just want someone to share a moment with. I'm so needy. but most of all I just want some order in my life. for everything just to be smoother because these first weeks of transition have been so rocky it just drives me up the wall. welllll that's all for today.
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[21 Aug 2006|11:42am] |
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woah I have changed so much in the past week. just looking at my friends from what I have just gone through. I've learned so much about myself. that is what I love about life. change. to go through an experience and turn from a circle into a sphere, that was a metaphor by the way. I've actually been losing a lot of weight this summer. not intentionally either it just keeps shedding away. I don't mean to sound hypocritical because sometimes I like to have a good time but I think too many of my friends are wasting a lot of there life's away with a party every night it seems. I don't know I've just been looking through the myspaces and people just seem to love to decorate it with pictures of themselves and alcohol strewn around all willy nilly like no one on earth can find there myspace. I'm really excited about life though it's like I've been learning how to fly all my life and now I finally get to take that step, spread my wings, and soar.
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| today |
[01 Aug 2006|11:31pm] |
wow livejournal.. I've always come here to vent! well things didn't go the way I planed so I guess here I am, but unlike my more immature self I'm not going to let it bother me too much, because I've learned a lot from all of this. well to start off I have hours for college that I got during high school some from placing on my AP tests and tjem frp, dual enrollment. The biggest kick in the ass was the dual enrollment, only 6 of my 12 hours showed up during orientation. so i signed up for LIT 2110 and REL2300, well the classes that didn't show up were one of my HUMs and the other was LIT 2000... my final in LIT 2110 is thursday by the way.. well LIT 2000 is the same damn thing as LIT 2110. I've wasted the summer after graduation, long hours writing essays instead of studing for religion, and $300 plus for this class. so I'm a little ticked but the administrative help was going to try and help me out. hopefully I'll get credit for both. and my 2 humanities classes, my ap art history, and my ap us history (12 hours) all go in the same 3 hour history slot i need as a freshman, therefore 9 of these hours are just like fluff electives. At target they asked me to work at the starbucks when it first opened but what they didn't tell me is that I wouldn't get my $0.25 raise like everyone else did that worked there, I got a 100% on my basic service and a 5 on my legendary service I was always working there, I was barely working cashier. they wrote don't my annual raise higher than it actually was so I got my hopes up to have them crashing down. I'm trying to save up for a laptop for college because unlike most kids mommy and daddy can't pay for EVERYTHING. but at least I'm learning a lot in my lit class and my religion class. and I like being a barista so I guess I have to let it just roll off because getting frustrated isn't going to help anything. I did cry a lot today but hey sometimes you just have to get the emotion out. but in the fall I'm going to be taking calculus 2, calculus-based physics 1, calculus-based physics 1 lab, intro to philosophy, intro to psychology, and 2 more classes at JU for my scholarship, I just don't remember what they are called. I'm trying to major in mechanical engineering, and then minor in art history. I'm going to talk to the career people soon to make sure this is what I want to do and not just because I love physics and calculus. I think since the last time I wrote in this journal i have changed so much. but isn't life about changing I mean if you don't grow and change in your life, well isn't it just meaningless. I'm extremely strange and I have very strange ideals which I won't go on about now, maybe sometime. I'm kind of nervous about taking 18 hours of college in my first semester but I'm going to try to study my ass off. I'll be 19 in like a month (sept. 2) so I'm going to try and be a sophomore as soon as possible. I found my new roomate for the year, and I'm really excited although I haven't met her in person I have on the phone and she seems extremely nice. and I was really nervous with gettting roomed a crazy person. and my other roomate I haven't met yet so who knows. haha. thursday is my last day of school (for the summer) so rachel, matt, mary, natalie, sterling, me, and other people are all going to the pearl to have fun before we all have to say goodbye, so yeah you should go if your cool but yeah. we are doing poetry in lit and it is so amazing all the poems we are doing. e.g. strange fruit ,song by billie holiday. and many more and so I thought of the faint because one of the songs is called the ballad of the paralyzed citizen and I always assumed the lyrics but I've never actually read them. they are amazing so I read many more songs and it just made my love for the faint grow even more they just seem to have so much to say and it's all amazing and it's such a great beat. but yeah if you've read this far you are proabably a very bored person hahaha , I wonder when I'll write next?
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| i'm bipolar i swear |
[06 Dec 2005|10:13pm] |
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i'm so going to go to unf I'm going to drop AP latin I'm going to be able to focus more on my other classes! i had a breakdown today. but I'm going to be great! chorus concert was tonight . my fletcher spirit was obvious most of all I'm still optimistic!
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| so run hell |
[03 Dec 2005|01:22pm] |
this is a rock and roll take over!
um basically the best line ever in music. sorry I just got my ipod and I'm listening to music yay! and it takes forever to put all this music on here because I have to label it all .. if anyone knows a better way please help! but yeah I took the SAT today rescheduled since I missed it last time. i did okay. but whatever fuck standardized tests. I have the internet and a working computer again finally it's so nice now. no more slow virus bull shit. well I have to complete a latin project and oh check if i got in UF i hope not!! hahah that would be hilarious if I did . i'd be so screwed.
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[26 Nov 2005|02:34am] |
right now I'm at Bo's house with cameron bo rhyse and matt and it's a blast today has been amazing and people had so much to drink dang hahahahahaha well yeah i love everyone I wish there was something going on and i wish there was someone there ahhhhhhhhhhhh hahaha i hate liars though because they suck but I'll set everything straight but I did see steph and kyle's new apartment and it was amazing like the best ever like roomy and comfy and amazing basically!!!! i love you alllllll1!!!!!!!!!!!
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[22 Nov 2005|04:21pm] |
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so i've been listening to mae a lot lately and just appreciating more of the beautiful things in life that I love. and then i've been watching a lot of alfred hitchcock movies ( my favorite ) and it just makes me love life. basically mae, alfred hitchcock, mac & cheese, smiles, cute new things, and getting things accomplished is what life is about. I'm in the library now like i always am because their computers are actually dependable unlike my slow ass piece of shit computer that I hate. so tomorrow is the last day of school 4 day break! but I have to work like 3 of those days and wednesday so it kind of blows and I also have to manage making a mosaic for my latin class or a geneology tree or whatever that is. man I have so much crap to do i can't wait until I'm caught up I just want a break. but I'm just going to be patient because hopefully something amazing will come my way if I'm patient enough. I'm just waiting for something spectacular in life. idk just ramboling. well homework time!
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| you won't believe this |
[20 Nov 2005|09:37pm] |
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http://www.ebaumsworld.com/pizzaparlorbrawl.html
if you see this you might share with me the same feeling of disgust in humans and there primative ways. i'm really just in shock. i mean I knew stuff like that happened but I've never really seen it in full.
so the other day my mom and i were just looking threw ebaums world to maybe see a clip of that insane baptist extremist on trading spouses. and for a laugh maybe my mom suggested that clip and to our horror we saw what was on it. it really made me want to puke. who in there right mind thinks they have power over someone like that. and who can just watch that and let it happen. but I guess that is the portrate of america and the people in it. we just stand by and watch things desingrate and overpower us and we do nothing until we have to call for napkins when its over to clean up the blood that has been splattered on the ground form the ferousious beating a man just recieved in front of our eyes. then the man has the nerve to take shit from his pockets. really. that is just awful. and i bet the man whom eventually got caught and sentenced feels no remorse but simply regrets the actions because of the fact that he got caught. i guess I'm just innocent to the world that my eyes haven't fully seen the full display of humanity and all of it's nasty eye popping montrousaties.
i may ramble but that just show the mood that i am in. always confusion and always upset. but this is me. no writer can you expect more? I can't spell have bad grammer and have never liked writing. but anyways don't commment . I just felt the need to share this vulgarity. I'm going to watch some old cartoons to settle my nerves. it always works maybe some food. fatties do like to eat!
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[20 Nov 2005|08:30pm] |
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i've seemed to have fallen again into the same swing of things as I have before and though I want to change i can't seem to. there really is nothing that I can do about it just work hard and do what I always do. but I feel like I'm trapped in a revolving door that spins around and round and round and I can't get out because the only way to would be something extreme or drastic that would certainly give my life a new spin. and even though the years go by I can't stand how their is the same monday tuesday wednesday thursday friday saturday repeat. I want something new. I want change. everyday school. homework. work. when do I break. yes I occationally have a bit of fun with my friends but that is just to keep myself from going completely insane with this constant almost nagging bane lifestyle that i am leading. and i was thinking what is there too life . there has to be more than this . and I say procreate? but why to just create more confusion about why we are here. then I realize it is feelings. emotions. and especially love for your human being. why else? and if there is something else I don't care because that is what I really want to live for. money can't give you happiness but it can ease your finantial heartache. i just want to be finantial okay and with a good job and good people. and good people don't have to be the exact clone of you. I think the best person is a line person. someone that you could be with while waiting in a line. but this person makes it so you don't realize how much you are waiting and makes time go by so much more quickly because your having such a good time with this person that you don't even realize that you've been waiting in a long line. and isn't that the frustration of humans-to wait. waiting is something I absolutely hate. for we only have 50-80 years average to live. why spend them waiting. which is why I am always in a rush. but hopefully I don't rush through life and miss the things that I could have looked forward too. and I love this lifejournal . mostly because no one likes ljs anymore and there more like just writing . which i do. and which i'm NOT any good at. because I write in almost convaluted circles that make absolutely no sense. even to me at times. but I don't care . I understand and that's all that matters. and yes I am insane and i go crazy. but sometimes I just feel that I try so hard that i put up walls against people to not stand in my way of school or whatever success and I don't realize that this goal comes with desolation. sometimes I just feel empty. i just want someone who can wait in lines with me and fill this void and care about me. and plays the cello. I wish I could travel. I would in a heartbeat but i have neither the money nor time to do so. so I must wait and learn about calculus and the man who invented it and died a virgin hahahah. maybe that's my goal in life. I've gone 18 years so far. why not life haha. at least it is one thing that separates me from the vulgarity of the society and it's constant fucking of whomever they please. why do i talk so much on this thing. please don't commment i'm lame. i hate aim and myspace and livejournal and phones and texting. I wish I could live in the 50's and go on trains and have insane parents. but being a female I couldn't do anything for myself. see I make no sense I go from one thing to another and i sound completely delusional. i should check myself into a nut house and take up painting and become the next vango ahahhahaha. im a psychopath what can I say. i don't realize what i do . and when I do things they are extreme and I don't realize what it was till i miss it and i only miss it when i don't have it but I don't need it. well have fun reading that . and if you have gotten this far i congratulate you for wanting to better understand my crazy reasoning and feel sorry for you for being so bored. well I'm off.
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| schoool is killing me |
[07 Nov 2005|05:38pm] |
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Seriously no matter how hard I try I still seem to do badly. like AP Latin is so hard for me right now but everyone else seems to understand perfectly, I got my first test back a 46% and am going to take the re-take on thursday which is suppost to be like 5x's harder. and after realizing how badly I did I attempted to study for the next one . and i feel so confident when I get it back . then when I see the 70% that I got I just want to cry and it's not like everyone is getting that low of a grade. they are all getting low A's. The crazy thing is in my 3 and 1/4 years of latin I've only made one B but now I'm afraid I'll make a D. AP Lit. is killing me I just can't wait until the invisible man is over. It has just killed my daily grade because I don't remember every fucking detail of the book when she gives the quizzes and my average grade for that is most likely a 4 out of 8. AP physics I just did horribly on a test that I thought that I knew what I was doing on it, same with AP Calculus. and as for humanities I have a paper on the norse mythology due right before thanksgiving that I haven't even started on. and I have 2 solos that i want to do really well on in chorus but I'm randomly smoking something.. I really can't wait until winter break. I'm so stressed out and I haven't worked in like a week and a half. I'm going to kill myself when I get my progress report . I'm so sick of school I just want to watch movies and eat pasta and grilled cheeses all day.i don't want to try anymore . why do i spill so easily to a stupid livejournal?
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| in the library |
[28 Oct 2005|03:25pm] |
I'm in the library right now . like I always am. about to do some homework. hopefully tonight will be full of fun. i haven't written in this thing in a million years but w/e . I've turned 18 since and I've gotten a sidekick and a new cell phone number and btw my s/n is julieohulie and I am always on it. and don't be afraid to say hey . even if I'm on an away message. I usually put one up b/c I have no one to talk to . but anyways I'm going to go do my homework to keep up my grades. btw my grades so far were insane
AP Calculus: A AP Literature: B the Humanities: A- AP Latin: A Chorus: A AP Physics: A
yeah so I'm pretty much a nerd .. blow me! i <3 life so far I just feel a void in it that needs to be filled pronto.
well I've exeded the 30 minutes on the library bye<3
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[31 Jul 2005|01:37pm] |
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so yeah yesterday was a HUGE scare but I'm in the clear now . I think everything is going to going better from here b/c I've had such a horrible week . I can't believe I'm saying this but I can't wait till school starts b/c I really want to start to think and learn . and I'm really excited about my ap physics and humanities class and also ap calculus . and on another note target called today and I'm going there for orientation tuesday to get the job and I'm really excited b/c I need money to buy things b/c I'm tired of asking my mom for all this money and we are getting new phones b/c AT&T is starting to suck b/c everywhere we go (like even when I'm in my room) it says EXTENDED AREA and that is definately not true so I think we might get T-Moble yay! maybe I'll get a sidekick . but of course I'll pay for it with my new job and I'll still be able to hang out but maybe not so much . but yeah you have your down days but once there over your so used to not having a good day that a good day seems like a GREAT day and a great day seems like an EXTRODINARY day . but anyways ily all peace shalom and love!
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| why are parents so fucking noisy |
[30 Jul 2005|07:50pm] |
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so i left my aim up for 5 seconds to straighten my hair . and my mom comes in through the garage and the computer is right there and someone just wrote . do you still smoke pot? . wtf. i hate life as of now . this has been the shittiest week alive and it just keeps getting shittier . so i tried to explain it as a joke to her but she was like that's not funny and I was like it wasn't ment for you . and now she's all mad at me . but I just took a drug test for target like it told her and I pasted . I just don't understand why everything has to go wrong b/c it was going to right . I can't wait until I'm 18 and don't have to worry about her bull shit . although if i saw that on my daughter's I would probably do the same . i just wish she hadn't been so fucking noisy. ahhhhhhhh
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| can i have this day back plus my car please |
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today sucked . what a waste of a good summer day/night
I wish i could drive my car so bad
i hope everyone with a car and freedom appreciates how lucky they are
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[06 Jul 2005|07:02pm] |
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well I'm going to stop sounding like a depressed jerk on this thing b/c my life could really be in shambles and I don't want that.. grounding isn't that bad I still get to hang out with my friends so it's ok although I miss the freedom of just being able to leave but it's all good I'll save gas . and i figure most of my friend's I drove around before so they'll do it for me .. EXCEPT THE AMAZING STEPHANIE AND KYLE WHO WILL PICK ME UP AND BUT I'VE NEVER DRIVEN THEM AROUND.. nice people they are. oh and what is up with this new consummer links that is on the myspace and LJ when ever you say something like cellphone or television i guess they aren't making enough money without it and are looking for a sneaky way of advertisement .. well today has been good I'm listening to my favorite voice .. sarah brightman's as she sings my favorite language . italian . yay <3
ps my mom is being really nice and she said she was proud of me yesterday so maybe I'll get off grounding soon .. b/c I don't want to miss anything!
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